You know when I am alone it's usually porn, as disgusting as that sounds. I don't know why, I just can't climax without it. Even when engaged with a guy (online) I need the distraction of porn to come even close to orgasm.

Since I have no husband or boyfriend it has become sort of a "chore" for me. Just get it done, get the release. I guess I enjoy it, or I wouldn't do it right?