I'm facing the same thing, just not as bad. I only have Saphris and Trintellix to worry about. But that's enough. I'm sorry for you not having your patches, I know that will be rough. I think my doctor will have to change my two to generics for me to be able to afford them. And I've taken all most all the generics and they don't work as well. Oh well, big pharma reign on.