There is someone who can fill your dark void, and it's yourself. I'm the same because I'm always searching for people, I want to be saved and to rely on them. But I, myself, have to be my friend, my best ally. Maybe it could be a problem of low self esteem...or maybe you don't want to be alone with yourself. When I'm alone, I always feel a lonely sensation, and suddendly I feel sad, hurted, because I'm alone. I'm trying to work on this, I try not to avoid moments when I'm alone, I try to listen to that lonely sensation. Sometimes I feel that void, that hole inside of me...Try to find some time to be alone, to feel that hole without acting. Sometimes there can be a tendence to act because by acting you won't feel that pain. Maybe I want to play a game, to eat, or to text people because I don't want to feel that emotion. But I have to feel it, it want to be listened to not ignored.