Anyone else feel like they never quite recovered from a severe psychotic episode?

I had a severe psychotic mania for about 6-ish weeks at the beginning of this year. At the height of it I was totally convinced God and angels were sending me messages and quests. I had to be hospitalized.

I never used to have bouts of psychosis before, but since then I've had frequent psychosis. Some came along with depression, but some just seems to happen on its own. Right now, for example, I feel like I'm being watched/getting messages from an evil supernatural entity. This is a common thought for me. I know it sounds odd, but it still feels true.

Can anyone relate?