Nope I'm striving to be a better person. I've got goals I want and will accomplish. I'm not giving up. I'm excited just thinking about them. I'm getting back into doing art and this time I'm going to find a gallery to show my art. I believe in myself. I just turned my laundry room into an art studio. My pdoc has cut my seroquel in half so I can get my creativity back-I was on so much I couldn't paint. I'm more about changing than accepting.