I sleep more. Stay in bed when awake and watch Netflix, even though I'm not really watching. I get on the computer, read things and then shut it off because I can't concentrate. I try to get help on PC, but then realize that it doesn't take away the SI, so I get offline. I ignore my friends when they want to hang out. I pretend I'm sick so I don't have to be around people. I usually end up self-harming in some way shape or form. I purposely pick fights with my fiance in an effort to make him leave me, so I don't feel so guilty, which makes me feel more guilty so I don't know why I do it. I listen to music and end up going back to sleep.

^^Average day during severe depression for me.

However, I'm depressed right now, but it's not severe. Therefore, I'm doing everything very normally, while quietly having very negative thoughts and being irrationally angry.