Trace and others..I'm sorry you are suffering.
I don't want to celebrate...nothing to celebrate...but I have to for the other half of my relationship and his family...and I must go on.

I will try to think of my niece who is in excruciating pain at 12...in a hospital in Boston....at Christmas..so I go on for her....

If you don't have something to drive you on...you won't be able to go on...
Thank you for sharing your story.