I haven't been severely depressed in awhile. I don't really remember what it's like. I forgot how it feels to be depressed or elevated when I'm not.
I remember pacing a lot and not eating and losing a ton of weight. That's all really.
Oh, and I get really suicidal and think things like my family would be better off without me, etc.
I know it feels bad. It feels like my bottom drops out (if that makes any sense.).
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