I'm relapsing.
I have a very good friend named Sara. She supports me so much, and she has been there for me when no one else was. She knows all about me, and how I'm struggling. However, she does not know that I have fallen back into old ways. I don't know how to tell her that things are going downhill. I just don't even know if I have it in me. She is such an amazing person, and I wouldn't have made it through a lot without her. I need her now more than ever, but how can I tell her this?