feeling, "middle of the road"

good enough to be able to function, but not good enough to feel good (make sense?)

the highlight of my day (if I can call it a highligt), was actually having no memories of family today- and I have had really bad 1's the past few days

I sort of have something to look forward too.. tonight on commedy central is the christmas special of drunk histories- if I can survive that long in a sort of good state, I might watch it