I am now 85 yo....I am afraid of dying....I don't want to die...I want to live..
I have had a lifetime of serious depression problems....3 bad breakdowns...
and I still take 10 mg of celexa a day...and every so often 5 mg of valium...
there was a time when I really wanted to die ....but not now...

I needed a lot of help and I got a lot of help....