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Originally Posted by TishaBuv
It just feels good to type this and put it to words from my tormented mind. I don't even look while i type. Where does it go? Does God listen?
I pay for the sins of my fathers. The seeds of decay in the fruits of pleasure.
I took the easy road that proved to be the rockiest.
Was there a reason that was bigger than myself?
I don't care about this stupid man. He can go to hell. I just melt back to the earth.
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Maybe a new writing project? I hear so much disappointment in yourself here. It's not too late in your life to achieve more. Don't blame yourself for his inadequacies. It sounds like he is unwilling to admit his faults in this dreadful situation -- that does not mean you are not right. You seem extremely smart to me. He should treat you more kindly than all of this!!
