I'm currently 13 weeks pregnant and I'm feeling very depressed. I know this is considered "normal", what with all the hormones etc. I just wanted to share how I'm feeling I guess.

I have a bit of support from my family. The baby's father is very ambivalent about it all. I can't change that.

I don't want to wallow in self pity or "play the victim" as I know that's not really productive and I am accountable for the way I feel and handle things. I just feeling like crying and having permission to just feel like cr*p about my pear shaped situation. I think of this little baby which I saw on ultrasound yesterday and I just feel so vulnerable and alone in all of this. I know I need to build more of a network of supportive friends etc. Really Im just having a vent I guess. It helps to let it out.

Thank you