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Old Dec 21, 2016, 12:28 PM
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Also.. how do you distinguish a 'goal oriented' obsession? I feel like my obsessions are linked to a final 'goal'.. and when I've attained it I drop it. For example my latest obsession (which led to depression and the hospital) was to unite pottery with my metal smithing job/interest and to have a big gathering of metal smiths, potters, etc to demonstrate these connections. I worked on this in such an intense manner that I fell way behind on my business leading to blah, blah.
Because you want to share your beliefs and interests so much and many different things are all connected and used to achieve basically one goal, it's very likely part of a psychotic, manic episode.

If treatment for ASD would help you a diagnosis might be a good idea. All I can say is that I don't believe the two can co-exist.

Hope this helps you a bit to clear things up and helps you do decide what things might be most important to mention to your doctor.
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