I have been very well and supposedly hypomanic for the last weeks. Now I am back to where I started. The guy I had fallen in love with returned to Mexico yesterday and we said goodbye on sunday. I thought I wasn't really so much in love and it was alright as I was enjoying everything I did. Now I am crashing, as I had feared before, and crashing hard. I know being sad is a very normal reaction and just fine. But this is something else. I went back to cutting, don't see any sense in anything, don't want to see anyone, keep crying a lot, question everything, but am still kind of agitated and with racing thoughts and irritability. Is this just lovesickness or already something else? I shut people out again. Can episodes get triggered by losing someone or having a bad experience?