Turnover <3
Dizzy On The Comedown
Up and down like a red rubber ball
You're always back and forth like the clock on the wall
I want to know about you
I'm spinning all around you
If I stay do you think that we could change your routine?
I know a trick, I've always got a few up my sleeve
This life is controlled confusion
It's just a grand illusion
And you ask me "How do you feel when you're away?"
And you ask me "How do you pass the days?"
Sing along to a song that I know
It goes bah bah bada, sing it over and over
Let it hypnotize you
I'm still here right beside you
Hold my hand, you can follow my lead
You're like a ballerina twirling round on your feet
And watching is so fantastic
I want to ask you
Would you come here and spin with me?
I've been dying to get you dizzy,
Find a way up into your head
So I can make you feel like new again
Now collapse, take delight in the fall
And catch your breath I know you feel the ring from it all
So try and collect yourself now
It's just a euphoric comedown
And you ask me "How do you feel when you're away?"
And you ask me "How do you pass the days?"
Cause I can still remember when you were afraid of the dark
And I told you to come and you followed where I asked you to go
Would you come here and spin with me?
I've been dying to get you dizzy,
Find a way up into your head
So I can make you feel like new again
Hello Euphoria
Thinner at the waist line
I feel thinner at the waist line
I’m getting old in the face
Everyday there’s another new line, new line
Thinner at the waist line
I feel thinner at the waist line
I’m getting old in the face
Everyday there’s another new line
You’re looking thinner are you alright
Yeah I'm just busy all of the time
I’m just a little more tired
Every day I really don't know why
(I’m just so far, I feel so far away)
(I’m just so far, I feel so far away)
There’s really nothing like the first time
There’s really nothing like the first time
It’s a long way down when you fall
And you’re missing cloud nine
I wish I was more afraid
I made all the same mistakes they told me I’d make
And now it’s different everyday
They make me, they break me
I’m just so far, I feel so far away
I’m just so far, I feel so far away
I’m just so far, I feel so far away
I’m just so far, I feel so far away
You call my name
And it pulls me in
You call my name
And it pulls me in
You call my name
And it pulls me in
You call my name…
I’m just so far, I feel so far away
I’m just so far, I feel so far away
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Just keep swimming
I have BPD or Autism or both, we may never know, the focus is always the symptoms, not the diagnosis
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