yes I lie about not being a virgin though i terrified of intercourse. I don't know why i do it, i even told my gyno but when i went to get my pap smear i couldn't go through with it. I don't know why I'm so afraid to have sex, and I feel so bad about it because every guy that ive been with has left me because of it..i don't know what to do..how can i relax?