I never had kids. fear was one reason why. Selfishness being another. My pets are treated like GOLD. My dogs are sound on sleep on their own couches as I type. My psychotic cat has three rooms to herself. Deep down I know I would be an awesome Mom. Shoot I don't even know if I was abused and I am afraid I am capable of it sometimes. Well maybe not capable, but extremely careful of my interactions.
I so would love to be a Mom. But I have to fix me first and I figure by the time I do that, it will be too late.
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