my nurse at the free mental clinic just called me to say they are putting me on benztropine for my shakey hands and tremors. it may or may not work or it may kill me. IDK. this place is more like a candy pill dispensory. i'm already on 6 psych meds and now they want to put me on another parkinon's medication just because i was desccribing my symptoms since my doctor took time off for illness so me and the nurse had a phone session.

So freaking sick of taking pills, the amount, the time i'm supposed to take them, being someplace else and not having any with me. this stuff has me more messed up than any street drug i've ever tried and quit. I just want my 420 is all.

i feel we are collectively screwed. end of line.