After a long time of not even pretending to manage this, I'm getting back on track, back on the forum, etc.
Had a big professional life shake up, came out on top and things are good, and I just want for something to be able to be good and stay that way and not F it up.
Mania, sleeplessness, drugs, parties, are nice, the crash isn't, the tole of the crash on everything and everyone around me is not ok
Gotta try to keep it together
So here I am