Maybe this is a good time to stop revolving your life around hers. Time to do what you like for yourself & be yourself. Sometimes it just takes some little thing to help us realize that we are an individual person on our own & not have our lives controlled by someone else.

She might be a good friend, but a relationship that revolves around someone that much might need to be looked at???

I know things like that are difficult at a young age & building up confidence in your own self is a process of maturing......just little steps we take as we get older & there's nothing wrong with a bit if healthy independence.

You will be ok & so will she,
Debbie