I really don't blame them, I been there for 7 years I used to be so fast so reliable and now I am sluggish and just can't concentrate at my job the job is so fast pace but so high school like. The place made my depression worse I did have good memories but soon they change management everything gone to hell and going down more bad. I don't know if being treated useless there is okay or agreeable but I know I make mistakes everyday I hate myself even more for it.

Co workers come up talk to me like I haven't been in there for years had enough that job makes me cry when I get home I even on my days off I worry about going back I worry about ****ing up. I don't know why I am tired of working I don't know who I am anymore these past 3 years of the 7 years I am always angry due to the place and due to that place as well I think of killing myself cause makes me feel so worthless I worry about it and when I quit am I even good employee material? I had this mind frame for so long I don't believe I am good for anything. But alot of people had enough of the place want to quit! We lost alot of good employees in the past 2 years. I know I should have a job line up but I feel like piece of ****, I had restful holidays and my partner notice when I come back from the job I am a mess I just feel dumber due to the job.
How do people with depression and anxiety cope with terrible jobs? I feel even worse when Christmas coming up.