I also have a good friend... who has been with me supporting me this entire time... and sometimes I keep things from her... thinking.. ahh if I tell her .. I will be letting her down..

and she is such a good friend... when I do say something.. she always says "I am so sorry you are struggling again... what can I do to help.. I love you".. then she says " I kinda thought that something was going on... I was waiting for you to let me know" because she knows I value my privacy..

so I do think she will understand.. she may be a little upset at first.. because she is your friend.. and doesn't want you to hurt...