I had lost lately my hopes that I could beat my personality traits and find a balance in my life. I felt so stuck and frustrated because I knew there were a part of me that never dared to go out.
Always wanting all perfect as in my ideal world. Depending on others because I believed my own stupid thoughs that tell me constantly that I'm not a normal person, that I don't deserve breathing the same air others breath.
Perhaps I needed to bottom so I could be awared of all these negative messages of hating I gave to myself along so many years.
Thanks to my psychologist I'm learning to be myself without all these fears and forgive my faults.
I couldn't see that I have many positive things and that I can offer to people who are ready to accept them.
If I think each person is a treasure why I was thinking the contrary about me.
Only wanted to share this.