Day 1----again. I did make a commitment not to drink over the holidays. It's going to be hard, but I'm hoping with a lot of distractions I'll manage. I've been a problem drinker before becoming legal and that's when it escalated. I didn't figure out the root of my issue until I entered therapy and pandora's box opened revealing years of trauma, anxiety and all sorts of things.
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We have two selves, one the world needs us to be, compliant and the shadow. Ignore it and life is forever suffering.
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