Still in contact, still within a forty minute drive (at least) and still wondering why. It is complicated and I will never try to explain why because it's so complicated that I don't even know the reason. To be honest, I'm still so confused about what happened and my mind's so overwhelmed with crap right now, I can't really figure out a different way to live. Screwed up, huh?
And yeah, I still deal with the verbal abuse from my dad when we're alone together for more that ten minutes. When people are around -- people that he wants to make a good impression on -- all of the sudden he seems like a really great guy. I don't know what to think anymore.