I used to be like that. I used to think that if I had everything together, job, weight under control, beautiful and confident again, I would be ready for a relationship again. I don't know what changed my mind about that, possibly just the realization that the years are just passing and nothing is really changing.

So as Crazy Hitch said, I am just enjoying life as is, and if someone comes in my path I won't turn them away even if all my goals aren't met yet.