I had a team of doctors when I was in the hospital the last time, so I was definitely their project. They kept monitoring me and taking notes. Literally like a team. It was like the worst feeling ever. But now that I have come down from my manic state I am back to seeing my usual pdoc and therapist so things are back to normal.

I know if they made me feel the way that team of doctors made me feel I probably wouldn't go.