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Originally Posted by LadyShadow
I had a team of doctors when I was in the hospital the last time, so I was definitely their project. They kept monitoring me and taking notes. Literally like a team. It was like the worst feeling ever. But now that I have come down from my manic state I am back to seeing my usual pdoc and therapist so things are back to normal.
I know if they made me feel the way that team of doctors made me feel I probably wouldn't go.
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I can understand that. My therapist doesn't make me feel that way so much, but the ones before him did. Now, it's almost like I just see that about myself. I'm just a project. There's no other reason to give a damn enough to work on me.