24 hrs ago, I found out my grandmother died from my uncles wife on fb messenger. Her delivery was cold. My uncle and I haven't spoken since February... maybe that's why? My daughter and I had an appointment with the GAL appointed to our custody case today. Having talked to ex first, she treated me like I belong in inpatient permanently. Had tons of questions about my stability and outright said that my handling of paperwork (it was actually me trying to ascertain wth she was talking about that was the problem) had her seriously doubting my parenting skills, as if one has anything to do with the other... each doc I've spoken to (paperwork had to do with ROIs) has told me that's HER job, not mine, and that after speaking with her, her expectations are totally unreasonable.

My sister was close to my grandmother, so I texted her again (since I still hadn't heard from her) to check on her. She and I finally talked for maybe five minutes before she launched into an attack saying I was keeping all of our late mother's stuff from everyone and demanding a bunch of her stuff. She has not been here in about a year, and the last time she was, I asked her about 20 times if she was sure she didn't want to take anything else of mom's with her.

My daughter was awake less than 5 of the past 24 hours and was nodding off in public. Again. It's been weeks. She's failing out of school. They don't seem to care that she has a legitimate disability.

I don't know what else to say. My life is a **** pile and my heart breaks for my daughter.