I just want it over all ready.

I really don't see the big fuss seeing as i'm on my own, i've no family or friends to wish me happy christmas, i'm buying my own gifts, i'll just binge my way through it probably (which I all ready started doing)

my anxiety about christmas has turned to anger/ depression/ frustration.
who is the nicest member of hospital staff you have encountered?. (either IP or otherwise)