None of these thoughts happened while I was on drugs, When I am on drugs I usually think "i am so screwed up takiing drugs blah" but thats about it. On drugs I think about drugs and nothing much else.
You seem patronising. My parents swear a lot, would you call them juvinile, its just the way we talk round here, its just a way of putting emphasis on a point.

"I also suspect that you are into demonology or satanic worship. That, in itself, will mess you up. IMPO"
I find that insulting. My parents are witches and I have quite an extensive experience of various different magical systems including forms of demonolotry, luciferianism, satanism etc. Although I don't personally practice any religion I know lots of people in these religions (adult people) and they are good, well balanced (as much as anyone) people. I think I do inadvertantly practice magic on occasion but I dont do it on purpose because it would involve having purpose and concentration.

I don't think Chernobal effected us psychologically I think it effected our biology. I read an article in the new scientist saying that our mitochondria were mutated aswel so that confirms it to a degree.
Also just for the sake of accuracy I am from the UK not America.