exactly, but I dont want to live with a 'fRIEND' I want a lover and a friend and someone who makes me feel wanted and good, someone who tells me he thinks I'm beautiful(even though I'm not)in his eyes. Of course I dont want it to end in the ideal world, we have been through so much together, but life is short, I dont feel like this is a marriage mad in heaven right now, grrrrrrrr

confused, confused.....maybe I just expect the impossible, is it so wrong to want my HUSAND to say nice things every now and again?

Jin xx