(((((((((((((((((((( angela ))))))))))))))))))))

thank you so much! you're right. he doesn't deserve it. but me and the children inside me needed this. we needed to see him in the here and now. he's no longer threatening...not even to a fly. it was very healing to see him a year ago. It helped PTSD so much and allowed us to move forward (past the fear) to memory work in t. i even took pics so that every part of me that wanted to view them could...when they wanted to. it worked good i had to take hubby with me, though, out of fear issues.

going to see him now is just something i feel is morally right according to my beliefs. i don't expect anything from him, but somehow, somewhere i need to follow this thru. he was a mean, evil man. however, he is only a contributing factor to the DID. the older brother was the main abuser. dad was mean, but didn't go crazy, crazy until i was a bit older.

thank you again for your support. i think you are one special person!

be safe,

kimmydawn