Honestly at this point in my life, I don't find it even worth trying to even try to get a regular job or go to any type of vocational rehab because I've tried so hard to get a regular job even going to the extreme of applying to well over a dozen places and after that I only got 2 job interviews (1 was at walmart to work in the back packing meat for crying out loud) and I failed them both. I also tried DRS late spring last year but when they wanted me to come in early in the morning to do a bunch of screening for 2 days in a row and stay there for close to 8 hours, I couldn't do it because I was way too overwhelmed with things at the time.

I have figured for the past several years now that I am not wired like everybody else and I can't function in modern day society because I can't keep up with the fast paced workforce nor can I keep up with the demands of modern day society. The fact that I am finding it even harder to function after moving on my own only further proves me point.

If I can't get in SSI by the time my grant ends or if I can't make a living being self employed like I want to then I will just go live in a van or something because I simply don't care enough to try for anything better.

All I care about anymore is my computer games, Anime, and music all which can be done via a laptop and public Wifi.