((((((((((((((( zh ))))))))))))))))) if ok

thank you for saying that. how appropriate "the universe can seem perverse". wow, that struck home right now. thank you for understanding.

i'm doing my best to take care of selves so that i can be everything my little man needs in this world. i went to see the father today. he's very very ill. i'm putting today's trip "away" for now and will talk about it with t.

hubby's concerned about all of this on me and the choices i'll be making. i told him, "there is no choice. the baby is first priority." he was glad. i can't be in KY and take care of a toddler who i'm a serrogate momma to. i emtionally, mentally and physically can't do it.

thank you for your thoughts, care and support.

kimmydawn