Notice I said not drinking.
I am not sober by any means....I know what it is like to be "sober"...

To me sober is:

A sober...where mind and spirit are leveled and a peace and tranquility is present. (No drug use of any kind..drug use meaning to escape...not regular prescribed meds)

I am smoking a tiny bit of weed. I had maybe 4 hits of a joint today.

But, that is a hell of a lot better than the 20 plus beers I was drinking a week ago...and the 2 pints of brandy on one particular day.

I have gotten so much done in a week, even thou for most of the week I was in withdrawals...

I am grateful to God (I do believe in God) for saving my life once again...and kinda looking forward to the Christmas Eve party I am hosting at my house.