Delia, Yes. I felt I had "owned" up to T yesterday. TOld her this is what I always do and she called me mad. I emailed her again saying I felt irritable and aggitated that I couldn't get her to undertsand what I was saying and her explainations are going way over my head now and email will not solve it. I went to bed crying, I felt so stupid and dum. I work up this morning to an email from her saying she is sorry, the missintunement was her fault as she was pushing the "idea" and not asking how I'm feeling. That was what I was trying to tell her, how I feel and what can I do to change it. I don't want to keep walking away from people, I know that isn't the right thing to do and I felt she had attacked me for what I was already attacking myself for. I am not mad!