Hi all, new here and I hope I am posting in the right place. I'm on here because I truly think I am not normal. I'm in my late twenties with two kids. I'm kind, bubbly, and like to have fun.

Seems normal until I admit that I have no true friends, spend time at home 90% of the time, have mood swings to where one moment I'm happy and full of life and the next moment I'm deep in thought and feeling miserable.

I absolutely hate social interactions or gatherings and prefer to be alone. Mainly because people have proven to me time and time again that they can't be trusted, are self centered and mean. (I would love to go out, just not around people)

And relationships are horrible. Every time I find someone likeable, I always find a way to cut the relationship off because I'm scared of being hurt and don't think I'm enough to satisfy them to where they won't hurt me in the end. So I'm kinda putting up roadblocks for my own happiness.

I don't know if I should seek professional help or if there is even a problem. I just know life could be better. My mind just won't allow it and it sucks.

Thanks in advance to all who takes the time to respond to this.