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Originally Posted by TishaBuv
Say I can accept that there is going to be a sexual initiation by him and he is going to do it in a way that makes me jump out of my skin and have a panic attack. Say I can accept that this guy has a Jekyll/Hyde strange way about him with this. If I expect and accept that, can I endure it without freaking out? If I start acting more like a teacher or more like I am a sex therapist maybe. If I can learn to not be who I am, if I can become what I detest being in this scenario.
Never mind, IDK what I am saying...
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Why, though? Why put yourself through that? Why not just move on? I don't understand why you feel you must be with THIS person instead of someone more suited to you and vice versa. It's beyond my comprehension, there are millions of men in the world.