Some triggers make me feel floaty, dizzy, and like my physical brain has been replaced by noisy fuzz.
When I dissociate from an injury I feel very calm and unemotional, and the injured part of my body feels like it is no longer there. I just don't feel it or any pain. I always feel curious about the lack of pain. Somewhat amazed.
Before a switch into an alter with whom I don't have co-consciousneess I feel dizzy, and then like I am rolling away. (It actually feels like am being pushed backwards and then my head rolls off, and when I videoed myself switching it was interesting to discover that it looks like that too!)
Sometimes I feel separate from the body and just observe what goes on.
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