aniexty = no memory , at least for me ... I think it so fills my little brain that nothing else can get in there ...I am having trouble typing this right now ... been off the xanex ... starting back tonight ... stress kills my short term memory and effects all kinds of physical issues with me ...
holidays are super stressors for me ... hope not for you ... anyway best wishes .. don't give up ... have a wonderful (relaxed) holidays if possible .....

... Tigger