I hate to be a Debbie downer all over here but to be quite honest, I stopped having high hopes since losing two jobs back to back. The most recent one being less than a year ago. And I absolutely loved this job. Getting fired literally traumatized me to the point I'm terrified to go back to work ever again. Having that kind of negative mind set has made me throw my hands up with everything else to. I'm so scared to have any goals whatsoever because I'm afraid I'll royally screw it up again. And I'll probably be a party pooper till I get approved for my current SSI case and can stop being in debt.