Going through this right now. It does send you spiralling. So sorry you have to deal with this. At least she was honest and that opens the door for you to find a psychiatrist that will be able to serve you better. My pdoc only let me know there was issues on Wednesday so this is new to me too. As I have just come out of a bad psychotic manic episode I am going to give myself some time to recover before I deal with changing doctors. My doctor will refer me to another doctor at the same practice if I change. What did your doctor suggest you do about finding another doctor? Is she going to recommend someone? They really are obliged to make the transition as smooth as possible for you so you have continuation of treatment.