Christmas will be difficult for us, too. My entire family (what's left of it, most have died recently including my grandmother 12/20) hates me. I have no idea why, I just know they are the most unsupportive bunch of assholes I know. It'll be just me and my daughter. My charge nurse gave me a stocking for her and a $50 gift card to buy her Christmas presents. I had no idea what I was going to do before she did that.