hi darkness...I was going to write a similar post to yours but you did it for me.

For some reason, my family is not participating in my life either.

My 2 children (boys 30 and 27) have NEVER bought me a token of a gift and it hurts me. I don't want the gift really I would have just liked to see that they were thinking about me and that is why they bought me a token....never...and it will never happen.

There is one glass dolphin decoration I have from my youngest son when he was 10 and he had some money and there was a yard sale around here...and he spent his money on ME by getting that dolphin. I LOVE that dolphin....and he has no idea how much or that I still have it on display because I have not seen him (by fault of my own for drinking too much alcohol).

I should find a video game..lol..but I can't kill people not even in a video game..so kill a couple FOR ME.

Thank you...and hey..I am wishing you a Merry Christmas!