My b/f is addicted to a drug.
A drug that keeps him up all night so I am forced to wear earplugs if I want to sleep because when he is on this drug...he likes to clean...or hang things up (banging with nails).
I have trouble sleeping and going to sleep....I always ask that he not enter my room after I go in there to sleep at around 1130...he was doing really good with this for about 2 months...but the last 4 nights he has ONE LAST THING TO SAY to me after I go in and close the door.
I feel like I have no safe place in this frigin house. So, after me telling him last night to absolutely NOT bother me when I went in my room. What does he do? He bothers me about something f-ing stupid! My heart started pounding and took a while to go to sleep.
Then around 4am..he is cleaning...then he always eats before bed..has a habit of slamming cupboards and the microwave door...my heart was racing cause he woke me up AGAIN.
I decided to get up..and I'm totally angry..this is not good for my health.
What I did was turn on all the lights (like he does) cause he is trying to sleep now...and I slammed the ice tray...etc....What did this do?
This made him get up and start talking to me....I'm really upset by all this..so now I will turn out the lights, make little noise and pray for his stupid ***** to fall asleep so I have some peace..maybe later this morning I will be able to take a nap in peace cause he will be sleeping.
I'm just so angry and sick of this. I had threatened eviction and went so far to call a lawyer...I got promises of change...etc...so because of the holiday I told him I would wait and see how it goes...and see if he changes...and this is how it is going!
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