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Yes, I'm not depressed, but I'm rather ambivalent about Christmas. I like to work this time of year (people are nicer and it's fun being with a small group of colleagues and it's dark outside and we put up Christmas decorations and eat too much sweet junk).
Do you know your blood plasma homocysteine level or whether it's elevated?
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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