Well I finally got to sleep last night, thank you couchies for being here and helping with suggestions, it was kinda funny as soon as I started imagining t sitting there reading as I tried to fall asleep, the wall came back down and I started 'talking' to her in my head and next thing I know the alarm was going off and here I am again and it's almost time to leave for work!

eta: ha and before I fell asleep as I was talking to her in my head the last thing I remember thinking was my next session is going to be sooooooooo uncomfortable...