So, as the saga continues..... I have been finagled ( meaning , guilted, pressured and maneuvered) into having a christmas eve get together with my aging, morbidly obese, and crippled parents.... I'm not trying to be cruel about them, it's just how it is.
I just found out that my older daughter,who lives across the road from me, has no intention of coming or bringing my grandkids. we are having Christmas at her house on Sunday, but my dad doesn't think he can get in there so he won't go.
I'm still worried how the day will go with my youngest child and their spouse because of the transition and the issues that brings. their spouse recently pushed my husband into saying that he felt their marriage should be invalid because of everything. I know my husband loves them, but he is a simple, guy with simple views.
I am so sick of labels. We are all people, we are all familly... can't we just play nice and show love!
I'm so tired and overwhelmed with the feeling that I'm failing everybody. The fears that my family is just going to implode. I'm so afraid....
I'm sorry for whining to you all once again.... but if i keep all of this in, I don't know what I'll do!
take care, my friends and be safe this holiday season. blessings. guiltier